I can't smile without you :(

Lagu Barry Manilow yang berjudul Can't Smile Without You benar-benar menjadi soundtrack kisahku bersamanya. Dia yang memberikan lagu tersebut kepadaku, yang selalu menyanyikannya untukku, dan dia pula yang membuatku merasakan arti dari lagu tersebut.
Dia yang membuatku bahagia, yang memberiku motivasi di saat aku terlelah, dan yang selalu menjadi sumber keceriaanku selama aku berada di kota Ngawi. Meskipun kisah bahagia itu sangat singkat, tetapi kenangan yang dihasilkan selalu terekam indah dalam ingatanku.
Walaupun saat ini kita tidak bersama lagi, aku akan selalu menyanyikan lagu kenangan kita berdua hanya untukmu, HH ({}) 

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all SEMS light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you